😄 Its been so long since my brain has had strong emotional/sensory impulses that I forgot my body goes into painful spasms (can’t handle it).
T-o Got into a little verbal scuffle with a customer outside, when I entered the building I spotted that my hand was starting to violently shake.
Me: “not now.”
I managed to get into the back when I fell to my knees in pain (entire body shaking by this point).
Over the years I have learned a cool trick in order to regain control of my mind fast.. In order to make sure my body can always relax my mind made me a backup consciousness that will override the panicked brain in order to bring the dominate consciousness back to manageable levels.
I got up and started to go down the check list:
- body gives up/no more energy
Lucky for me I had almost finished work for that day meaning that I wound’t have to push myself for that long.
T_T I feel mildly annoyed by the experience.