Me + other human= bad
I learned this fact years ago yet it never sinks in.
One of the reasons I was forced to join a manga club years ago was because therapist was forcing me to interact with people.
I’m always confused about how I have a friend or a boyfriend with how much I detest myself.
Treat others as you wish to be treated.
I treat myself in my head as putrid scum that need to be punished in order to please other people. That’s why my high school teacher would tell me: “You treat others as we taught you.”
I spend most days balancing out my karma.