Monthly Archives: April, 2019

psvr problem (I hurt myself)

To be fare, it was an epic way to hurt yourself:”I punched a puffer-fish!”  *I was an souvenir that someone gifted me.*

XD Because I had headset on, I could feel any pain….but I was bleeding.  I only knew something had happened when I heard a crash.  I hit him with such force that I managed to dent him (I’m annoyed, but proud at the same time).

Shock by this turn of event I decided to research just how much room did the psvr want?

psvr: 60 square metres

60 square meters – 645.835 square foot

Me: “Are you high?”

 

Sony, you do realise the the average uk house doesn’t have that much room to spare? In fact, that’s my entire front room (with furniture).

There is no way in hell that I can play this headset safely.

Why can’t I set the radius of the camera?

Just give me an option in the settings to set perimeters, this way games that want me to move can adjust to my limitation.

I would also like the ps4 to tell me when I have moved from my starting location.

 

Guess I will just have to stick to VR games that are stationary for now.

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Got PSVR (turned into a ps4 rant)

I caved.

^-o After my dad showed me what it could do I was hooked.  I don’t like the ps4, and this wiring system kind of accentuated why.

I got psvr because it’s most accessible (I want to play fnaf vr). Any one who says, “simple to set up” is lying.

If I have to read the manual in order to figure out where each plug goes along with each being numbered, that’s not simple.  Plus you have the added joy of it using its own power adaptor;

  1. You have power to the box.
  2. Power to the headset.
  3. The box has to go though a cross box.

Now here is the odd part: If I unplug the power the the headset, that turns the box off.

WHAT IS THE POINT OF HAVING TWO POWER PLUGS!

^-o *Sony Seem like it wants to channel the spirit of the ‘saga cd’.*

Having all the plug located in the back of the ps4 makes hooking up/disconcerting  the VR an aggravating experience (reminds me of old CRT TV’s).  It’s a console that lays flat, this means each time you change cords you NEED to lean it forward in order to see the ports (This wouldn’t be a problem if the cords where’t short).

Couldn’t we just have a circuit switch/button on the cross box?

I guess it was just one of the short comings involved with creating the VR headset so late into the consoles life.

HAY PS5, fix this problem!

While I’m on a little ps4 rant, Why does the controller vibrate so violently? Who looked at rubble and said, “It need to feel like a washing machine on fast spin.”

In conclusion,  my dad is really happy that he now has someone to talk VR with.

My bad week.

On Thursday my grandad died.

This week has been one of the most painful times in my life, but Tuesday had to be the worst. On that day I had to go see my grandad for the last time…he didn’t know my name, or what I looked like.

I stood there in silence until I found the courage to speak…Which he reacted to. He could’t speak that much, he seemed to slip in and out of coherent thought.

I held his hand and stroked it, I didn’t know what ells to do. When my Nan said that I had to go I let go, but he grabbed. I froze.

Even though I know that my hand was forcefully parted from his, and that I said goodbye, in my heart he is still holding my hand, and that thought makes me cry every time.

Seeing him like that hurt.

On the Wednesday I got home from work at 8:30am and allowed myself to feel what had been delayed from day-before, my skin went pure white! I have never had this happen before….so I just got on with my-day; it was kind of like being drunk, but your head still knew what was going on.

I think this reaction happened because my head equated the image of him laying there to an animated corpse. I’m happy that I got to see him, but my inner senses are confused (in short: the brain is dumb).

When he finally did go everyone felt relived, for he went peacefully in his sleep.

I’m still going to miss him.

Rest in piece grandad.

THE PROMISED NEVERLAND ending impression

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Only the kid with white hair is animated in this scenes.

I finally finished this anime, and it was……meh. Every time an anime that know how to manipulate tone comes out  it ALWAYS gain some level notoriety. This doesn’t always mean it will that it will end up being a good show,  it just means it’s really good at manipulated you.

The problem with these finds of show and me is that I don’t react to emotional empathy. You might say, “Your cold hearted” I do feel, I just don’t react to other people emotions (it’s honest to god problem in my life).

Y-o circumstances can make me cry…which is why this show kind of angered me with its ending. It was too tidy and too happy!

You could have a too ending for this show:

  1. Emma stayed back to become a mother.
  2. Have Emma leave and come back 2 years later.

By having her just ‘leave’ you kind of have no conclusion to your show. Did they live? How did they find food? Won’t they be hunted down?

You could of even made Emma mother of the wild children.  There is so many possibilities!

If we are going to be grim, all of them kids life behind are going to die because you destroyed there shelter, food and the educational equipment.

 

Now let’s discuss the dumbest part of this ending:

  • Mother hears a song as a child
  • Mother get pregnant
  • Son hears song as a fetus
  • Meets son again
  1. How did he hear a song that she heard as a child???? The show never establish that this was a song she humbled a lot (I don’t remember her doing it).
  2. How did he know that was his mum? Or was I meant to take it like how everyone ells calls her mum.
  3. How can you say she cares about the kids and say, “I need his brain.”?

This entire saturation could have been easily solved by just say:

  1. She instinctively recognised him (mothers intuition).
  2. Have her son burn alive in front of her.

He didn’t need to be there in the end, in fact it would have been way more impact if he wasn’t there. This would have been Emma’s last shot of escaping the despair, along with giving a good reason for mother to reflect on how she feels towards the children.

 

The show too many points where it over explained what was going on, too the point were I felt that the show was getting a little pretentious. I think the moment the show though me out of its world was when they had a 4 year old explain to Emma what he understood about the saturation and why they needed to stay behind in order to save the group.

O_O THAT IS ONE MATURE 4 YEAR OLD!

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I really don’y understand why episode titles look so quiptic (it’s just the date).

I really don’t get why this show made such simple things so hard to understand yet,  on the other coin the would simply blow over the more complex logistics of how everything functions.

WHY MENTION GRANDMA! She isn’t relevant to the story.  You could have had assistant to mother just send a letter, when the time came this lady would walk out of the shadows and just stay, “We don’t like how your melding with a farm that creates high quality goods” Then get her to piece the flower into the woman’s stomach.

By getting someone ells to do you take away from the depravity of the situation.

I don’t think that Norman is dead, I think he will probably be used as stud (how ells are they going to make babies). That sense that was handled really well, it created tension without straight up  telling me what was going on….I just wish the rest of the show was like that.

Final thoughts: It’s not a bad show, it could do with being a little less wordy (it’s anime, not a book).

T-o How do people deal with this?

How do you deal with the pain of a family member dying?

I’ve just been randomly braking down into tears; I know what is going on and what will happen…. what is the use of crying right now? My head is so confused, I haven’t cried so randomly since I was a teen.

The thing is…..I know that in my heart of hearts…that this current stage is the easy part, it’s only going to get harder.

Think I might have to get back into anime posting just to try and take my mind off of all this madness.